Faith.

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As a grandchild of a preacher, it's instilled in you from the time you exit the womb - you are going to church. But recently it's been difficult to find a place that works for the fiance & I. It's difficult to find a church that meets the needs of young professionals. It's a minority that gets lost in the shuffle of parents, teens & elders. Somewhere in the shuffle it's the last on the priority list of most churches, in my experience, but it's the group that's seeking the most answers.

I dislike how people choose to take parts of the bible literally and parts of it metaphorically. To be honest, I don't entirely care what the bible says. I care more about how Jesus lived. How he showed compassion, grace and understanding to everyone.

Maybe that's the struggle. Finding a church that won't condemn, won't ask me to be submissive to my husband, or suggest that I should stop "drinking", etc. I will stand by my husband, not under him. I will have  a glass of wine if I want to. I know that makes me no less of a Christian. I will make mistakes & I will ask for forgiveness. But I know I am loved no less than I was before my sins.

Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God.  Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. 1 John 4:7-8

I do my devotional almost every day. I've come to terms that this may be my church for now. I've been doing the Jesus Calling devotional for years, but I'm excited to start a new one. Naptime Diaries recently came out with an ABIDE Journal. I just ordered mine - and I look forward to starting this 8 week study that will force me to dig deeper.